Life is a mixture of good and bad moments... If you can express what you are feeling at the moment,trust me, it's really good for your health..but many a times, we need to refrain from expressing...'coz our expressions may bring down someone's morale,sadden someone or may be..to say in simple words hurt someone.. I can't assure that I have never hurt anyone..knowingly-unknowingly I may have,but yeah..that happens only when I am hurt..when I feel low...that time the only friend I look upto is my lappy and my blog..
I am missing home...badly..Home is where maa papa and granny stay..true...but my home was 162 LIG, Barra-2,Single Storey,Kanpur-208027... and I miss it a lot.. some things go away never to come back again..
My home was not a very beautiful one...not a very well maintained one..maa kept it as tidy as possible..papa decorated it with lights on diwali..dadaji used to sit at the gate in the evenings and almost every passer by said "namaste sahab"..I can still see Amma cooking in the kitchen and humming bhajans...I can still see myself coming from school tired and lying down on the bed and dadaji askin"kya baat buchiya..thak gayi? " :(
My home was as old as me..27 years..dadaji had made it after he bought the plot in 1983...the walls..the ceiling..the iron channel..the most unique gate in the entire neighbourhood..plants...earlier we had a parrot...which was an attraction.."hello mithu..good morning mithu.." all the time it used to chant..
I had spent happy,sad,victorious moments in that house..it was that house which welcomed me every time I entered with my report card..when I came back from the hostel..when I came after getting campus placed.. It was that house that seemed to cry when I was leaving for Mumbai...
Yeah my home spoke to me...yeah it really did :( No one liked it as much as I did..But, I was the one who took the initiative to tell dad to sell it.It had actually become necessary..I am bad naa? People who say I am stone hearted,emotionless are right...I get too practical at times..
But..home dear home..I miss you... :( Our new house is bigger than you..they say prettier than you..but i still love you more...and will always do..always...I will never go to that lane...may be I break down :( But I have your snaps...
Everything happens in life for a reason...may be if i had not lost you, my aim to buy a house for maa papa and granny would not have strengthened to such an extent.. It is my primary goal in life now.. you are and will always be an irreplaceable part of my life..most of my user ids are sanchi162...and I am never going to change them..
Love u and miss u hell lots...
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